June I'm taking my very first Exam this month - Marketing. *cross fingers* I hope everything is gonna be fine even though I prefer theory exam than practical ones. But I have left school for so long! Memory is failing me...
Isaac made his 2nd attempt. This time he made me a card... He is really good at his words. It is really touching... Tears start rolling...
My quote for the day: "Open wound definitely takes time to heal but weather it will leave a scar - it all lies within yourself..."
I decided that I need a break - a shopping spree! Bangkok is the place then! Eric feels that he needs a break as well so... Here we come!!! We only went to Platinum Mall and MBK cause we're not really enthusiastic over Chatuchak or Suan Lum market since they are selling almost the same things. I just wanna stock up on my bras, panties anyway...
By the way, I starved Eric for this 2 days. *lolx* I was too engrossed with the shopping and I actually forgot our meals! Worst thing is, Eric didn't even want to remind me cause he don't want to stop me from shopping. *duhz* It's only when my stomach starts to growl then I realised it's already dinner time. For these 2 days, we only had a meal a day and for consecutive 2 days, we had Burger King. *tee hee* Only on the day of departure, Eric managed to have some local food and his favorite milk tea at the airport.
Let's see what I have bought:-
8 sets of bras
7 pairs of earrings
7 T-shirts
6 bangles
6 belts
5 dresses
5 blouses
3 tube/ halter tops
3 tank tops
2 dozen of panties
2 wristlets
1 set of bikini
1 cardholder
1 necklace
1 slipper
1 bag
Is that alot? Hmm... I think I bought a tad too much of panties. *lolx*
May
It's a hectic and stressful month. I'm struggling to balance with my school work, assignments and a sudden boom at work as well. Marketing is the killer - I have never wrote 2500 words before and it is my most hateful subject. I dropped this subject when I was in ITE and now I have to go through it again without a choice! Darn it! With the help of Isaac, I managed to submit my Marketing proposal in time. In fact, He wrote the whole proposal for me. Of course I did contribute abit by getting relevant information. *geez*
Things got abit complicated between Isaac and me. He has been trying to get me but I avoided all his calls. We chatted on MSN, pour out our sourness and cleared the misunderstandings we had towards each other. But... I am still not able to forgive him...
He dropped by my office and passed a parcel to the receptionist. I have lots of mixed feelings... He has never DIY anything for me before... And he actually made a miniature of those stuffs that he used to ask me to be his gf on his first try. The monkey is actually the first gift I got him. He hoped that I can put it back in his car personally one day...
April
I did something out of impulse. I enrolled for a Diploma In Business Administration @ Kaplan APMI. Jolene is taking up that course so I thought we could have each other as companion and I need something to focus my time and attention on too.
Have been going out quite often with Eric lately. I guess he plays a part in occupying my time as well. *lolx* Eric had actually asked me to be his gf but I think the time is not right yet so we dropped this topic. By the way, he got me some cushions and gave me a personal space for my barang barang in his car. *sweeet* I bought him the baby Bugs bunny cushion in turn cause he likes baby Bugs. *heee*
At the same time, Isaac got back from his business trip. He wants to patch things up. I was in a real dilemma. There were too many things happening between us and I wasn't sure if I am able to forgive what he has done. He shared with me that he has been thinking of me and he misses my presence in the house. He believe that we can work things out and he realised that he really love me alot. *sigh* I don't understand why guys are always like that. Do they really have to wait till they lost it then they will learn how to treasure?I have been real busy with work this month as well as preparing something special for Eric. I intend to make just a birthday card for Eric but ended up with more things.
25th - I bought him a tatty bear which he mentioned that he like it before but I had Aisha to help me to bring back home first cause I'm meeting him later on. 26th - I asked my colleague to help me to place an order for Famous Amos cookie cake since she is going to Jurong Point. And since he like tatty bear so much, I decided to make a booklet on the story of the tatty bear. Gosh! I'm killing myself with time running short. *arrgh*27th - I continued with the making of the card till 1am++... *yawn*
28th - I took a cab down to Jurong Point during lunch time and collect the cookie cake, went to Popular and bought some art materials, passed by Hock Hua, so I bought him 2 bottles of herbal tea for cooling as well.
While trying to finish my month end closing, I try to finish up the card and booklet at the same time. *hurhur* Finally, task completed. I packed everything in a paper bag and have my sweater cover it up on top. I told him I would give him a treat so we decided on Central Mall for Japanese Ramen. After that we took a stroll along Clark Quay while thinking of where to go. He wanted to send me home but I refused despite being tired. We ended up at Mount Faber. The weather is humid and hot, time passes slow and I am trying to stay awake. Aww... when is the clock going to strike twelve?!! The humid weather got us so sticky and uncomfortable that we went back into car and full blast the air con. *hurhur*
The time finally comes, he don't look surprised nor happy... He seems to look more of like speechless?!
The next day, he brought all my pressies to office and his colleagues complimented that the card is very beautiful and asked where I bought it. *grin* I am so proud of myself!
30th - School starts. And I still can't believe that I actually went BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
March
I am still getting over the heartache. Tears will naturally tickle down whenever people asked me about it, whenever I thought of those days. But I am very lucky, I didn't realise there are so many people who are actually very concerned about me. *touched* I really appreciate you guys who have made time for me in order to keep me occupied during this down period!
7th - It is a crucial night for me. Cause after midnight it is supposed to be our 1 year anniversary. I just don't wish to be alone. Thanks to Marv, he asked me out for dinner with Berry and his friend - Eric. And he asked me to take Eric's car, WTH! I believe both of us feel awkward. We went to Kallang for a FJC meetup where I got acquainted with a group of fun loving Spoonies. There is a part which I felt lost when we reached there. Eric left me alone and asked me to go and find Marv and Berry myself and he left immediately after he finish his sentence! Damn!
14th - Marv organised a night out with all the offshore guys at St James. We arranged to meet at the entrance of Movida. While waiting for the rest, someone caught my eye. It was Isaac with a lady whom doesn't have a good reputation. Alright, take it as I dun like her then! I wanted to go over and say 'Hi', everyone was so worried. I am cool, okiee! So I went over and he was surprised to see me, I can tell. The atmosphere suddenly become so tensed up. He dropped me a few messages that night. *shrugs* Anyway, that was a crazy night, the guys drank alot, all of us enjoyed and had alot of fun!
Angsana and Spa Resort
The Mother of Nature 
27th - To my surprise, Eric initiated the first conversation thru MSN after few weeks. He was full of crap and I was slow in understanding his joke. *duhz* He offered to show me the phones that I am interested in as I 'm experiencing some 'eerie' problems with my SE W810i. He asked me to join Marv & Ray they all for dinner that day so that he can show me the phones and he would be able to fetch me since he will be at Jurong area having a meeting. So I said Ok since there is a free chauffeur. *lolx*
February
Chinese New Year is awful! He did not invite me over for reunion dinner. He did his part and pay a visit over my place. The next day, he went to his Aunty's place with his fanily without asking me along. I even overheard his Sister asking why am I not joining! He tried to lower her volume and replied saying that she is just not going, that's all. It makes me terrible when my friends were asking me why am I home alone at his place surfing net. *sigh* I asked him why he never asked me along when he got back, his reply was lame. He told me there is not enough space to fit everyone in his car when I know there are 2 cars to fit just 5 people. Fine...
I knew something is going very wrong between us. And with this incident, we are so not going to make it. And true enough, after 2 weeks plus, he decided to end our relationship. Reason being he feels that he is not able to share his thoughts with me, not having common goals to work towards...etc. *shrugs*
We had plans, we worked hard, we made efforts... It simply comes to an end just like that. Neither can I accept nor appeal. Well, I've expected and I'm quite prepared for this to come, I'm just pretty upset with him for not trying to talk things out before coming to this conclusion.
January
I went for my LASIK surgery at Eagle Eye Centre at Mount Alvernia. I went through the pre-refractive surgery assessment and a consultation at 9.05am on the 10th. Did all the tests that are meant to assess your myopia, cornea thickness, ability to differentiate lights of different shades, retinal health in less than 2 hours. Nothing painful. I was told that I had a myopia of 850(L) & 700(R) and I can proceed with the surgery. (Wow! I didn't realise my eyesight has worsen!) Waited for Dr Theng for consultation and scheduled the surgery at 1pm. Before surgery, I was dressed into a disposable gown & cap, dilation & anethetic eyedrops were used & eyes were cleaned while waiting for my turn. Gosh, I am so nervous but Dr Theng is very assuring. He told me what will happen during the op - basically all I need to do is to concentrate on the red light and I can blink all I want. On the surgery bed, my upper and lower lashes were taped. An eyelid retainer was then placed in between the lids to prevent blinking. After which, some cold liquid were dripped non-stop for a few seconds into that eye. Then I was told that my vision is going to blackout for a few seconds and at the same time I'd feel some pressure, no uncomfy so far. Then was the part where he cut my cornea which got me tensed up. I could smell the much talked about "burning smell" from others who had gone through the experience, then he closed back the flap and the last part I liked was, he used 'water' to wash my eye which was very cooling & nice. Lastly a protective contact lens was placed in the eye, Dr Theng said this is a 'Kiasu' way of protecting our flaps. Hurhur...That night at about 8pm, Shandy the optometrist from the eye centre called to check on my condition. I was told that the effect of the anaesthesia is wearing off and I may feel some pain. My left eye vision is rather blurred due to skin abrasion and it was kinda uncomfortable. But I'm fine after a few days, eyesight is perfectly good!A complimentary gift from EEC
Total Damage: -
Lasik: $3000 for both eyes
Assessment: $120
First consultation: $80
Subsequent consultation: $50
Eyes drops + lubricants: $46
(Prices above are exclusive of GST)
In another month and more, we will be counting down to 2009!
And i have wrote nothing on 2008. I'm sad to say, it's a down year for me but I'm also happy to say, luck is climbing. I will do a summary soon. I hope. *geez*
Well... the previous skin cannot be read with IE7 and i couldn't find a similar one. I guess I have to make do with this one first. *shrugs*
New skin, New start...
I hope i will be back to do some updates soon.
