I am still getting over the heartache. Tears will naturally tickle down whenever people asked me about it, whenever I thought of those days. But I am very lucky, I didn't realise there are so many people who are actually very concerned about me. *touched* I really appreciate you guys who have made time for me in order to keep me occupied during this down period!
7th - It is a crucial night for me. Cause after midnight it is supposed to be our 1 year anniversary. I just don't wish to be alone. Thanks to Marv, he asked me out for dinner with Berry and his friend - Eric. And he asked me to take Eric's car, WTH! I believe both of us feel awkward. We went to Kallang for a FJC meetup where I got acquainted with a group of fun loving Spoonies. There is a part which I felt lost when we reached there. Eric left me alone and asked me to go and find Marv and Berry myself and he left immediately after he finish his sentence! Damn!
14th - Marv organised a night out with all the offshore guys at St James. We arranged to meet at the entrance of Movida. While waiting for the rest, someone caught my eye. It was Isaac with a lady whom doesn't have a good reputation. Alright, take it as I dun like her then! I wanted to go over and say 'Hi', everyone was so worried. I am cool, okiee! So I went over and he was surprised to see me, I can tell. The atmosphere suddenly become so tensed up. He dropped me a few messages that night. *shrugs* Anyway, that was a crazy night, the guys drank alot, all of us enjoyed and had alot of fun!
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The Mother of Nature 
27th - To my surprise, Eric initiated the first conversation thru MSN after few weeks. He was full of crap and I was slow in understanding his joke. *duhz* He offered to show me the phones that I am interested in as I 'm experiencing some 'eerie' problems with my SE W810i. He asked me to join Marv & Ray they all for dinner that day so that he can show me the phones and he would be able to fetch me since he will be at Jurong area having a meeting. So I said Ok since there is a free chauffeur. *lolx*
February
Chinese New Year is awful! He did not invite me over for reunion dinner. He did his part and pay a visit over my place. The next day, he went to his Aunty's place with his fanily without asking me along. I even overheard his Sister asking why am I not joining! He tried to lower her volume and replied saying that she is just not going, that's all. It makes me terrible when my friends were asking me why am I home alone at his place surfing net. *sigh* I asked him why he never asked me along when he got back, his reply was lame. He told me there is not enough space to fit everyone in his car when I know there are 2 cars to fit just 5 people. Fine...
I knew something is going very wrong between us. And with this incident, we are so not going to make it. And true enough, after 2 weeks plus, he decided to end our relationship. Reason being he feels that he is not able to share his thoughts with me, not having common goals to work towards...etc. *shrugs*
We had plans, we worked hard, we made efforts... It simply comes to an end just like that. Neither can I accept nor appeal. Well, I've expected and I'm quite prepared for this to come, I'm just pretty upset with him for not trying to talk things out before coming to this conclusion.
January
I went for my LASIK surgery at Eagle Eye Centre at Mount Alvernia. I went through the pre-refractive surgery assessment and a consultation at 9.05am on the 10th. Did all the tests that are meant to assess your myopia, cornea thickness, ability to differentiate lights of different shades, retinal health in less than 2 hours. Nothing painful. I was told that I had a myopia of 850(L) & 700(R) and I can proceed with the surgery. (Wow! I didn't realise my eyesight has worsen!) Waited for Dr Theng for consultation and scheduled the surgery at 1pm.Before surgery, I was dressed into a disposable gown & cap, dilation & anethetic eyedrops were used & eyes were cleaned while waiting for my turn. Gosh, I am so nervous but Dr Theng is very assuring. He told me what will happen during the op - basically all I need to do is to concentrate on the red light and I can blink all I want.
On the surgery bed, my upper and lower lashes were taped. An eyelid retainer was then placed in between the lids to prevent blinking. After which, some cold liquid were dripped non-stop for a few seconds into that eye. Then I was told that my vision is going to blackout for a few seconds and at the same time I'd feel some pressure, no uncomfy so far. Then was the part where he cut my cornea which got me tensed up. I could smell the much talked about "burning smell" from others who had gone through the experience, then he closed back the flap and the last part I liked was, he used 'water' to wash my eye which was very cooling & nice. Lastly a protective contact lens was placed in the eye, Dr Theng said this is a 'Kiasu' way of protecting our flaps. Hurhur...
That night at about 8pm, Shandy the optometrist from the eye centre called to check on my condition. I was told that the effect of the anaesthesia is wearing off and I may feel some pain. My left eye vision is rather blurred due to skin abrasion and it was kinda uncomfortable. But I'm fine after a few days, eyesight is perfectly good!
A complimentary gift from EEC
Total Damage: -
Lasik: $3000 for both eyes
Assessment: $120
First consultation: $80
Subsequent consultation: $50
Eyes drops + lubricants: $46
(Prices above are exclusive of GST)
