The One and Only Her...

June

I'm taking my very first Exam this month - Marketing. *cross fingers* I hope everything is gonna be fine even though I prefer theory exam than practical ones. But I have left school for so long! Memory is failing me...

Isaac made his 2nd attempt. This time he made me a card... He is really good at his words. It is really touching... Tears start rolling...

My quote for the day: "Open wound definitely takes time to heal but weather it will leave a scar - it all lies within yourself..."

I decided that I need a break - a shopping spree! Bangkok is the place then! Eric feels that he needs a break as well so... Here we come!!! We only went to Platinum Mall and MBK cause we're not really enthusiastic over Chatuchak or Suan Lum market since they are selling almost the same things. I just wanna stock up on my bras, panties anyway...

By the way, I starved Eric for this 2 days. *lolx* I was too engrossed with the shopping and I actually forgot our meals! Worst thing is, Eric didn't even want to remind me cause he don't want to stop me from shopping. *duhz* It's only when my stomach starts to growl then I realised it's already dinner time. For these 2 days, we only had a meal a day and for consecutive 2 days, we had Burger King. *tee hee* Only on the day of departure, Eric managed to have some local food and his favorite milk tea at the airport.

Let's see what I have bought:-

8 sets of bras
7 pairs of earrings
7 T-shirts
6 bangles
6 belts
5 dresses
5 blouses
3 tube/ halter tops
3 tank tops
2 dozen of panties
2 wristlets
1 set of bikini
1 cardholder
1 necklace
1 slipper
1 bag

Is that alot? Hmm... I think I bought a tad too much of panties. *lolx*

May

It's a hectic and stressful month. I'm struggling to balance with my school work, assignments and a sudden boom at work as well. Marketing is the killer - I have never wrote 2500 words before and it is my most hateful subject. I dropped this subject when I was in ITE and now I have to go through it again without a choice! Darn it! With the help of Isaac, I managed to submit my Marketing proposal in time. In fact, He wrote the whole proposal for me. Of course I did contribute abit by getting relevant information. *geez*

Things got abit complicated between Isaac and me. He has been trying to get me but I avoided all his calls. We chatted on MSN, pour out our sourness and cleared the misunderstandings we had towards each other. But... I am still not able to forgive him...

He dropped by my office and passed a parcel to the receptionist. I have lots of mixed feelings... He has never DIY anything for me before... And he actually made a miniature of those stuffs that he used to ask me to be his gf on his first try. The monkey is actually the first gift I got him. He hoped that I can put it back in his car personally one day...

April

I did something out of impulse. I enrolled for a Diploma In Business Administration @ Kaplan APMI. Jolene is taking up that course so I thought we could have each other as companion and I need something to focus my time and attention on too.

Have been going out quite often with Eric lately. I guess he plays a part in occupying my time as well. *lolx* Eric had actually asked me to be his gf but I think the time is not right yet so we dropped this topic. By the way, he got me some cushions and gave me a personal space for my barang barang in his car. *sweeet* I bought him the baby Bugs bunny cushion in turn cause he likes baby Bugs. *heee*

At the same time, Isaac got back from his business trip. He wants to patch things up. I was in a real dilemma. There were too many things happening between us and I wasn't sure if I am able to forgive what he has done. He shared with me that he has been thinking of me and he misses my presence in the house. He believe that we can work things out and he realised that he really love me alot. *sigh* I don't understand why guys are always like that. Do they really have to wait till they lost it then they will learn how to treasure?

I have been real busy with work this month as well as preparing something special for Eric. I intend to make just a birthday card for Eric but ended up with more things.

25th - I bought him a tatty bear which he mentioned that he like it before but I had Aisha to help me to bring back home first cause I'm meeting him later on.

26th - I asked my colleague to help me to place an order for Famous Amos cookie cake since she is going to Jurong Point. And since he like tatty bear so much, I decided to make a booklet on the story of the tatty bear. Gosh! I'm killing myself with time running short. *arrgh*

27th - I continued with the making of the card till 1am++... *yawn*

28th - I took a cab down to Jurong Point during lunch time and collect the cookie cake, went to Popular and bought some art materials, passed by Hock Hua, so I bought him 2 bottles of herbal tea for cooling as well.

While trying to finish my month end closing, I try to finish up the card and booklet at the same time. *hurhur* Finally, task completed. I packed everything in a paper bag and have my sweater cover it up on top. I told him I would give him a treat so we decided on Central Mall for Japanese Ramen. After that we took a stroll along Clark Quay while thinking of where to go. He wanted to send me home but I refused despite being tired. We ended up at Mount Faber. The weather is humid and hot, time passes slow and I am trying to stay awake. Aww... when is the clock going to strike twelve?!! The humid weather got us so sticky and uncomfortable that we went back into car and full blast the air con. *hurhur*

The time finally comes, he don't look surprised nor happy... He seems to look more of like speechless?!

The next day, he brought all my pressies to office and his colleagues complimented that the card is very beautiful and asked where I bought it. *grin* I am so proud of myself!

30th - School starts. And I still can't believe that I actually went BACK TO SCHOOL!!!